Monday, February 15, 2010
♥ hatred.
I havent got the time to update. Things has been crazy as usual. haha . More crazzy:) Tak abes2 ar Yan ek. haha. what to do. No next chapter. Always stucked.
Spending time with my beautiful girlfriends were awesome. Laughters as usual. I havent been updating bout our outings lately. Im too lazy to do so.
Hey girls, when will be our next drinking party? haha. Nuraisyah Bte Amran next perforrmance. hahahaha.
Haix. Im bored. I wanna do something diff. Not wake up in the morning, go to work. Work my ass up. Sit. Smoke. Time to go back. Lepak. Smoke. Fight with kethibash . Go back. Sleep. The next day the same old farking thing. Repaeted routine every single day. Im sick and tired of all this.
The thing i most hate doing everyday is fighting with kethibash. Fuck man. We're damn getting far apart. My bad. My fault. Im not sre why its so dificult for me to jus let u go. I just realise that i still need to jus to stand on my two feet. And why is that? She's being mean. And i dun hate her at all. why? Vdae suck. I think this year suck big time. You won't b there on all the special occasion.
Im goin 21 soon. Im so afraid of that day. Iv told my friend. 6.3.2010. The scariest day of my life. 4yrs back, im still dat malu2 person trying to get u hooked up. Now im still that iritatink sum1 trying to do the same thing.
What will happen on that day? haha. Will yan be smiling or just shut up the entire day? haha.
The voting starts now.
haha.
OH GOD. I MISS YOU BADLY
Chao. im bored.
7:44 PM
