Thursday, November 19, 2009
♥ TO KETHIBASH.
IF YOU'RE ANGRY WITH ME FOR ANYTHINK. I'M SORRY MAN. I NEED YOU. NOT THAT FAKE SMILE. NOT THAT FAKE CONVERSATION. NOT THAT FAKE TEXT. I NEED YOU GIRL. I SO NEED YOU.
HOW I WISH IM BRAVE ENUF, TO JUST HOLD UR HAND AND SAY I MISS YOU. IM NOT. IM SCARED. PLEASE DUN LEAVE ME THIS WAY. I WANNA BE THERE FOR YOU. I WANA NOE ABT UR WHERABOUTS. I WANNA NOE WHO YOU GO OUT WITH. I STILL WANNA NOE ALL THAT. I WUN STOP YOU ANYMORE. I JUS WANNA NOE.
I NOE I HAVENT TREAT YOU GUD NOWADAES. ME WITH MY FARKING GRUMPY ATTITUDE. IL JUS GET ANGRY AT YOU. IL JUST SHUT UP AND DUN ENTERTAIN YOU. IM SORRY. I SAID BAD THINGS TO YOU. I DUN UNDERSTAND YOU. I SAID FUCK. I SAID BABI. I SAID WHATEVER I WANNA SAE WITHOUT EVEN THINKIN. I PUNCH UR HAND. I SLAPPED UR FACE. I SHOULDNT HAVE DONE THAT MAN. IV NEVE DONE THAT BEFORE.
YATATA, I NEED YOU. PLEASE GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE TO BE THAT JIWE AGAIN. IM BEGGING PLEASE. I WILL CHANGE. I WANNA SHARE THINGS WITH YOU. I WANNA LAUGH AND MAKE SILLY JOKES. I WANA BE THAT IMPORTANT PERSON. I WANNA BE SUMBODY MAN.
IM NOT USELESS PLEASE. I JUST NEED YOU TO BE AROUND. I WUN GO BEK LATE AT NITE. I WUN DRINK. I WUN BE THAT IRITATINK YAN. I WANNA BE GUD. I WANNA BE THAT JIWE AGAIN. I WANNA MISSED BY YOU. I WANNA MAKE YOU HAPPY. I WANNA SEE THAT SINCERE SMILE. YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
PLEASE GIRL, DUN LEAVE ME.
I NOE UR NOT MINE NOW, WILL YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE TO SAY THINGS WHICH ARE SUPPOSED TO COME OUT FROM MY BLOODY MOUTH YEARS AGO?
WILL YOU GIV ME THAT CHANCE?
I DUN NEED YOU TO CUM BEK, I NOE THAT WUN HAPPEN.
I JUS NEED YOU TO BE AROUND.
WILL YOU KETHIBASH?
WE'LL TALK ON THE 4TH OKAY?
I PROMISE YOU. I JUST NEED YOU TO LISTEN.
ITS NOT NEEDED. I JUST NEED TO LET IT OUT.
CAN I?
IF YOU READ THIS, REPLY YES OR NO TO MY PHONE.
I'LL DO ANYTHINK TO PROOF TO YOU I NEED YOU MAN.
IM NOT SUPERMAN, I WUN FELING2 IM SUPERMAN ANYMORE.
IM YAN. AND I WANNA B TAT YAN U NOE A FEW YEARS BACK.
APART FROM MY FLABBY STOMACHE AND TEMBAM PIPI.
AND THAT IRITATINK USED TO MALU2 NAK MAKAN PERSON.
I PROMISE IL BE THAT YAN AGAIN. THAT YAN WHO CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY.
THAT YAN, WHO WILL SAE HE WILL BOMBED OR BAKAR UMA OWG YG DISTURBED YOU.
THE YAN WHO SAED HE WILL SEND A CHAUFER TO UR PLACE TO PICK YOU UP. LIKE MCM PAHAM.
THE YAN WHO DRESSED UP TO TOWN. THE YAN WHO WILL PRPOSELY WEAR SO MUCH PERFUM EVERYTIME HE NOES HE;S MEETING YOU.
THE YAN, WHO DUN MAKI YOU.
THE YAN HU ALWAES PULL BEK HYS HAND EVERYTIME HE FEELS LIKE SLAPPING YOU.
THE YAN HU DUN WEAR SLIPPER TO TOWN.
THE YAN HU ALWAES MEMBONTOT YOU, WITHOUT COMPLAINING.
THE YAN HU ONLI DRINKS WHEN HE'S WITH YOU.
IL BE THAT YAN.
IL BE THAT YAN.
I NEED YOU MAN.
I NEED YOU.
JIWE, PLEASE DO FORGIVE ME. IL GET RID OF MY PROBS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
AND WE'LL WORK TGETHER TO GET RID OF URS TOO AITE.
I'LL STOP THINKIN BUKAN2 ABOUT YOU.
BUT SURE TO PROMISE ME TO NOT THINK ABOUT DEATH.
IL BE THAT YAN.
IL BE THAT NO-TUMMY LEGONG YAN AGAIN:(
I NEED YOU.
I NEED YOU.
9:00 AM
