Tuesday, August 4, 2009
♥ i'm stuck in my own world, not knowing how to move on.
Yesterday started out nice. Home till about 6. Went to meet kethibash. Ate at Pasar Biru. Then off to Rainbow. Arg now i hate this part. I just wish i didnt agree to meet her yesterday. F**K .
Okay. You wanna talk. Lets talk. You want this you want that. fine agreed. Friends? Close. Great nice. You know what i truly think? I need time girl. TIME. You felt tight, i'm truly sorry. Cummon, you want both? That gonna be hard for me. I don't start with you as a normal friend, i wanted to know you because i like you. That's the difference between u and my special girlfriends. What can i do? Do i have a choice? No.
Will i smile when i hear this in future coming out from your f**king mouth? Yan, this is whoever whoever.And whoever, this is yan, my best friend. Will i still smile? haha.
People said god knows the answer. I totally disagree with that. WHAT DOES GOD REALLY KNOWS ACTUALLY?
I don't know if i can be that person you wanted me to be. BUT I WILL TRY.
Okay enough of being sad. Met my special girlfriends too! And for sure Mr policeman. haha. But piz seems to be very quiet yesterday. SYA! STOP BULLYING HIM OK! But as for us, as usual super noisy. And world's number one clumsy girl, FARINAH. She fell! hahaha. Thats super funny you know. Like any other days, we always have each other the first thing in the morning. hahaha. Usual timing 12am, Bye. Tap tap tap. Abang Apiz kite will say, " SELAMAT MALAM " hahaha
SPECIAL girlfriends and Mr policeman. Lets have an outing, without money. hahaaha. And cigarette free day! haha. Need a time out. Jom jom..please..
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